Our cat returned after 48 hours AWOL. Gloria and I had spent about half an hour in the warm car after pickup from the station discussing how we might have been offering (Abraham's word) a frame of mind for him to go, and how we could change that to something both life-affirming and valuing of ourselves. George's message to us was: 'Get happy first....
This is what I know: I have a big heart. I have up until now limited myself. It is time for me to start loving myself more. It is time for me to walk in the way of true cause and effect: the power lies within. It is time for me to start. I can demonstrate how things work. It is time for me to start.
As I sit here, I am able to release the striving to meet apparent pressures and demands; what does it feel like now? Where I was trying to make myself be a certain fulfilment of other people's requirements, real or imagined from my observation of circumstances, now I sit with myself and say: 'I am here, now, being who I am being. There is no requir...
Today is an experiment with bypassing the projections. I think I haven't done this all my life. This is the Anna others have seen (and I have silently agreed) (it is almost as if I have offered this facility to them): Flaky Penniless Impoverished Overweight Uncertain Powerless Inconsistent Afraid Wary Aloof Mediocre ...and so on. My autocomplete kn...
As Ever - Another piece on freedom and exploring with different writing techniques: here, I am increasing the 'anything goes' stream, and realising there is still some resistance, some 'What will they think?' and 'Is anyone even noticing?' I think I should break through this barrier of how will it be seen, and kind of revving up to it, take a moment to becom...
Jazz on her path Now I have a new spirit friend, and if I take the time, I can walk in the woods feeling the presence of that consciousness which is now part of me, and joins in all the perspectives with which I view the created world. And smell, and taste, and touch (to borrow from Abraham ). Special, special, more special even than realised at t...
Now a further experience has come into being: feeling as if I am right in the middle of my own awareness and consciousness. It is a very safe and free feeling; every so often, at the moment, I realise this is where I am centred, and then I can take time to surrender to it further. At the moment, I am thinking in positives, I notice, and the other s...
This is an exercise in everything being allowed. The choice is for what is pleasing, not for what will please others. As I write, the physical release starts around my throat and upper body. What will increase the knowing feeling of the rightness of all this? All I need do is find some more truths: My words are unique to me. Everything is allowed. ...
When there is a buzz of unsettling thoughts, the thing to do is take time, breathe and start to get your focus back. In this instance, focus is remembering the thoughts and ideas that provided the most relief. It will be good to devise a shortcut, in this writing, to those thoughts and ideas. Gloria and Jazz 'Here's the thing', then (a phrase Abrah...
Rosemary this morning Now I have something to practice.This could be a breakthrough. How many times have I said that! But in my body, I am feeling relief and an unburdening. The sun is shining in a blue sky with a few thin white clouds. It feels like Spring. I can hear the birds. My labrador is asleep beside me on the sofa, and I have got a lot of...
My son was sick yesterday and that is what it was like for me, emotionally; and now I am through it but you know how it is when that has happened - you feel a bit wobbly or fragile. Church Farm, Stow Bardolph It is clear (as my system gets clearer; or do I mean my energy field?) that I have puked something out that I was holding in before, and whic...
Out of my window According to what I know, this consciousness perceives a projection of various conclusions. That may sound obscure, but to the naked eye, it is clear. Or if you cannot see with the naked eye, you might translate this to another sense, like hearing or touch. So I am looking out of my window at the trees and branches. What I see is ...
As a co-creation with my own Self, this day yields high-points spangled with fulfilled desire. As I contemplate the experience to come, I delete any gap between now and then; my anticipation is my experience in itself and in itself it actually creates the reality of experienced reality. You must not think me rude if I say there is no point talking ...
No longer a question and answer session, the voice of knowing is integrating with the creative voice. Together, they become richer and more vibrant. There is no faltering at what to say; each sentence starts to form before the last one is complete. Thus, greater ease - or should I say enjoyment? - comes about. I am not worrying about my prose being...
Now it is working, tapping into the current of mind that knows all there is to know. There are many avenues of thought but only one choice of what is in existence now and now and now. The stream flows and there is never a query over what might come next; all possibilities are available and it is only necessary to select from these. What a choice! I...
